Saturday, 11 August 2007

• Currently Listening Songs From Ally McBeal Featuring Vonda Shepard (Television Series) By Vonda Shepard see related

  .:: Searchin' My Soul ::.

  I think my blog deserves better treatment that what I am giving it now. I know...it's not a living thing...but then again..I believe I have a responsibility and commitment to update it and do it justice if I'm gonna own it, right? So, I do wanna scribble some stuffs here. By all means, I hope I can keep it up. *fingers crossed*

  So, what have I been up to?

  First of all, it has been really about my thesis. Been writing up a little, still got A FEW more chapters to go. I'm not going to be able to finish it before I go back. Even my supervisor was saying that I'm a little way too rush. So, I guess I'm just gonna do as much as I could here.

  Second of all, I've been ill for almost a week now. Everything's well now, except for a lil' cough and the flu. The sneezing and mucus are one of those that still lingers with me. Leading worship tomorrow will be another challenge. But hey, what the heck.....Let it be done in Jesus' Name, AMEN?! I got to give what I have, and after all, it's going to be my last time before I go back. Ah.....

  What else? Oh yeah, I'll be coming back to Malaysia. Wooohoooooo!?Flight itinery is ONLY AVAILABLE upon individual request, this is due to privacy concerns. Anyway, I'll be back in September, but I will only be available to able to meet up with anyone back in Malaysia after mid of October as I will need to be staying back in Ipoh to finish up my thesis. Sad isn't it? Of course, I'll be glad to have people to come and visit me in Ipoh.

  I'm honestly excited about going back. It's been two years now, really. And I do miss things back home.

  I'm aiming for a lot of stuffs for this break. Other than taking a break, I hope I could have some quality time on my own. I think I'm a little tired of going through life and let it sail on its own. I have to stop allowing the waves to just toss me around and lead me through this vast ocean. I need some new perspective, I need a renewed purpose, passion and direction, and what not vision. It seems like I do have a lot to take in, huh? I hope not. I hope I'm ready for more changes. I hope I'm ready to get out of my comfort zone. I hope I'll learn to leave my tomorrows behind. I hope, change can take place soon. I really do. I'm sure my hope will not be in vain 'cause I believe God is gonna make it happen.
  

  Other than that, life has not been great, but it isn't bad either. Been trying to pick myself up and went down a big hole again and it has been like that for a few weeks now. Although I've been really bad, God has never stopped playing His BIG ROLE in my life. I've learned a lot of things for the past few months in life which I wish I could openly share them here today, but I know I would, one day..... I can.

  I've been watching a lot of American drama series lately. Old ones, new ones......And I love most of them that has much lessons to learn about.

  And one of those is this, "A friend is not about what you should've done, it's what you do."

  I've been shot by such incidents before and there are also times when I really wanna shoot this to some people I know. Can we take our friends a little less for granted?
  

  Oh yeah, before I sign off, I just wanna share this song with you. Somehow it spoke on my behalf lately. I hope you'll like this.

  Take care and God Bless.

  Vonda Shepard - Searchin' My Soul (Ally McBeal's opening theme)

  • 11:31 PM
  • 123 Views
  • 4 eProps
  • 5 Comments